TIAKISH28390Spring Lake, NC
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WELL WHERE DO I BEGIN. I AM SINGLE MOTHER OF ONE WITH MY OWN PLACE IN HARNETT CTY, NC SPRING LAKE AREA. WITH A FRIEND WHO IS A ROOMATE AND HER FIANCE IS HER ALOT BUT HES BEEN HELPING ALOT THAN I ANYONE I KNOW PLUS IVE KNOWN HIM FOR A LONG TIME I DATED HIS YOUNGER BROTHER FOR 3YRS. I CANT DRIVE CAUSE I AM PARTIALY PARALYZED IN MY LEFT LEG SO READY TO BE ABLE TO WALK AGAIN SO I CAN WALK AGAIN AND DONT NEED NOONE TO HELP ME AND I CAN LIVE ALONE AGAIN. CAUSE I KNOW 2MANY PPL THAT STAY IN MY BUSINESS AND MY LOVE LIFE THAT NEED 2 WORRY ABOUT THEIR OWN LIFE. CAUSE OF SOME CERTAIN PPL I LOSTTHE ,MAN I WAS DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH AND STILL AM. HE SAYS WE NEED A BREAK BUT WERE STILL TOGETHER BUT IN 3WKS I FIND OUT HE CHEATED ON ME WITH THE GIRL HE DENIED ABOUT IT AND THAT HE ALSO HAS A 8 MONTH OLD CHILD WITH ANOTHER GIRL BUT NOW HE ENGAGED AND CAN HE BE ENGAGED TO ME AND WITH SOMEONE ELSE. HE TOLDME WAS HAPPY BUT I HAVENT DONE NUTTIN 2 HIM BUT LOVE AND BE HIS BECK AND CALL WHEN HE WANTED I GAVE HIM EVERYTHING A HOME AND MY HEART AND HEBROKE IT INTO TWO AND NOW IVE BUILD THIS WALL BACK UP THAT HE UNBREAK CAUSE I REALLY THOUGHT HE LOVED ME. BUT ALL HE DID WAS USE ME. LIKE ALL THE MEN IN MY LIFE HAS. I CRY MYSELFTO SELF EVERYNITE AND HE TOLD ME LST NITE HE HATED ME AND I WAS NEVER IN LOVE WITH ME BUT I KNOWITS THE PPL HE KNOWS WHO DID THIS TO OUR RELATIONSHIP THEY WORK TOGETHER ALL SHE HAS DONE HAS GOTTEN THE MANI LOVE SORRY IM CRYING AGAIN CAUSE ALL I WANT IS HIM BACK .IM A REAL SWEET KIND HEARTED WOMAN WHOS BEEN HURT TOO MANY TIMES AND THIS REALLY DUG MY HEARTSO FAR THATI DONT KNOW HOW TO COME BACK UP CAUSE I FEEL ILL NEVER FIND A GOOD MAN BEING IN A WHEELCHAIR JUST BEING LONELY I DO WALK WITH A WALKER SO I CAN WALK BUT USE A WHEELCHAIR WHEN GOIN TO DOCTORS.
Posted on Mar 02, 2009